I have been recovering from the surgery quite well. I have a small amount of swelling which Dr H thinks is mostly from the surgery itself and will probably clear up. My arm measurement is only 2 cm bigger than it was before but it is incredibly painful – I can’t imagine what twice the size feels like. I thought this was from getting the drain tube out too early but he said he only likes to keep it in for 5 days maximum because the chance of infection increases when it is in longer. (I actually had it in for 8 days).
He didn’t have any of the reports back yet because the pathology lab is really backed up. He only had a verbal report that said my lymph nodes were all positive which wasn’t really a surprise but denial is a wonderful thing! Now we are still waiting to see if the margins are clear. If I don't have clear margins, I will have more surgery. He is sending me for a liver ultrasound to make sure it hasn’t spread anywhere else. Scary huh? (Joan assured me that this is routine procedure so I am trying really hard not to worry too much about it yet) That will be on Dec 22. Since the nodes were positive I will have radiation in 2 sites – where the tumor was and under my arm in addition to the chemo. The under the arm one will likely cause lymphedema so he sent me to Pink Tree to get a compression sleeve for my arm. He said it would give me some relief for the swelling I have now as well and that I should take Advil to help with the inflammation. So he didn’t have much news for me today but what he did have wasn’t good.
I have been doing my pathetic little exercises every day but I'm not really very good at them yet. My bicep is really tight and sore so I can't raise my arm very high and when I make my snow angel on the bed I can't quite get that arm to shoulder level (straight out). I thought this was from the surgery but I think it is from the swelling.
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Ah Berny - a 'wee bump' on the road, but with your positive attitude I know you will get over it. Lots of prayers and thoughts coming your way many times during the day - I'm giving you a hug now - love you so much - hang in there! M.
Maybe if you took the exercises to the next level, you would heal faster! Want to go to Wapati?
Hey, Berny....I read your update this morning at 5:30, before I went to work, and didn't have a chance to reply...
Keep on being strong, remember, you told me, this was not going to beat you, rather the other way around, so as Margo said a 'wee bump in the road'.
Thinking of you every day, and you are always in my prayers.
TTYS.... LOVE Delores
Hey Mom. I finally got around to reading your blog during work (hehe). It was a really good idea to start one, I think. :o) I love you and think about you every day.
~Roxy
Hey Bernie! Hang in there!! We miss you at the school!!! I want to come and visit you! When is a good time?!
Some positive words to give you Murray, and the kids strength and support: courage..determination.wellness..
healing..perseverence..faith, believing.. trusting..affirm..love..hope..laughter, empowerment..honour..energy..invincible
Hi Berny,
I just read your update.
We sometimes wonder why me?
With your positive attitude,the love,prayers and support from your family and friends you will get through,whatever lies ahead of you.
You can do it Berny!
Hugggggggggggggggs
Lots Of Love,
Cousin,Dianne
Berny,I am thinking about you every day. I wished you would have had better news,but with your positive attitude you will beat this.Hugs,Renate
wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you on the German Corner!!
((hugs))
Jet
Sounds like you're doing really well, all things considered! Love the updates, still praying for you as are our family and friends.
Enjoy all the wonderful little things all around you, find the positive in everything and remember 'One Day At A Time" :-)
God Bless
Irene N
Remeber too that you have 18 young men with pink ribbons on their hockey helmets in your corner!!
B
Hmmmm - I was just re-reading the comments. Cheeky little nephew, well maybe not soo little anymore, but still cheeky!! Look after your Mom for us - love to all - M.
Hi Berny
Think of you daily. Keep your chin up that positive attitude will go a long way.Always remember the people that love you and draw strength from them.Luv Aggie
Hey Berny......hang in there. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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